When I came out I wasn't all of a sudden "free" nor was a weight lifted from my shoulders. Instead it got harder. I felt like I had to be two different people to please those around me. It took me too long to realize the more I was doing this I was not allowing myself to fully be me. It almost felt easier to keep it a secret. This song expresses how I felt and how I still sometimes feel. I am so grateful for the all the people in my life. My amazing friends who won't let me keep things inside and always seem to know the right thing to say. And my fucking amazing sisters who will literally do anything for me. They stand up for me and fight for me in those times I didn't have a voice. Well this song is my voice. This is my life. This is my art. This is my pride.